Website Rambles

      I've been using Putlocker for awhile now, and I don't get something. You try to scroll down the page to post a comment, and it gets removed if you give a little spoiler away. My last comment was, I love Shenny's scene! That's all I said. No spoiler there, right? But it got removed anyway, because apparently it gave away the whole episode!
      No, no, no. You want to know what gives away the whole episode? The little description at the very top of the page. The one above the video. The one you can't not read. If they were as against spoilers as they claim to be, the only description the show would have is Filmed on this date. Aired on this date. Enjoy!
      I mean, it's ridiculous. You can't even post a "spoiler" comment on a show that was aired in the seventies, because heaven forbid nobody's seen the show yet! It's totally silly. The only comments that remain on the page are ones like, Cool! or lol omfg. So much for the reviews.
      Well, I'm going to go now. I have stuff to do that nobody cares much about. See ya!

AAAAAAAGHHH!!!

      I am so SICK of guys!
      After four or five hours of sleep, I was rudely awakened by the vacuum cleaner; and kept awake by the persistent shaking on my shoulder and the words, "Guests! Come out and try on a jacket!"
      As if I can't buy my own damn jacket. Then, when it didn't fit, the guy who brought it over just looked at my chest, chuckled and said, "Well, that's because you have boobs."
      Okaaay. First off, that was my mother's boyfriend; who's nearing his seventies. Second off, he is old enough to be my grandfather. And third, he's kinda trying to be my new father. But here's the kicker, my real father and stepfather also enjoyed looking at people's bodies. Whether they were related to them or four-year-olds, or the same gender as them, they loved noticing body parts. And now he's being a Goddamn sexist right out in the open, where we all heard it?
      I bet fifty bucks that if I go out there and complain, Ma will somehow make it seem like it was my fault, or deny it ever happened, or even just laugh and say "That's because he's funny!"
      I want out of here. It's time. Ma can have her delusions, but I am ready to ship out!

What I Want To Say To Any Man

      "No, I have not blown for money; and I wouldn't even blow you for free, because you are the one who sucks. The reason I'm an emotionally unattached feminist is 98%  because of the things you do and say. But, I suppose I'm grateful they only made me stronger. And last, but certainly not least; the only reason I'll ever touch your jewel kit is to kick your diamonds so far up into your chest, that they touch your pearly whites."
      Aaaaahhh. That feels better. Off to bed. G'night, all!

Heavy

      I was playing Friendbase last night, and this guy came up to me asking if I knew a good place for him to commit suicide. He said he hated his life...I didn't tell him I'd had my will written by the time I was ten. I didn't tell him that I truly believe that if one feels no hope, no love, no inspiration to keep going; then it's okay to let go.
      He asked for words of inspiration, and after a few simple words he said he felt happier and thanked me for helping him start living again. I don't know if he meant it; I mean...it was too easy to inspire him. If I truly had talked him out of suicide, then I only wish I had succeeded with my friends, too, some years ago. But I don't think I did.
      Well, a few hours ago...the same guy told me he loved me, and would come to Canada and find me. I get that a lot, but this time it feels different. It feels like he means it, and it's scary. I told him I didn't love him, but it made no difference!
      Why the fuck do I attract these guys? This is the thousandth time. I'm sick of it. I don't want to attract anyone, man or woman. Ever. I'm not straight, I'm not gay. I'm just nothing. I'm a kid inside. He's looking for a woman, and he's looking in the wrong place.

I Haven't Laughed That Hard In Years

      I just got back from playing NFS: Most Wanted with my brother. At first it seemed impossible to get into; the controls were all backward and he couldn't use his mouse. After about fifteen minutes, he finally got it fixed to his liking and then we played...or had a good time trying. Neither of us could drive without crashing every five seconds, and we were always going the wrong way; evidenced by the big WRONG WAY at the top of the screen and the way the mileage we traveled kept decreasing.
      By the way, the game sucked; don't buy into it. And EA, you need to stop bullsh*tting your fans and bring NFSW back. You can't possibly believe this new game is better. I just laughed because it was so incredibly stupid. On an amusing, impossible level. The bumper, after the first two or three crashes, would start to fall off, but instead of dropping onto the road, it would bounce back up. So the bumper is vibrating up and down, making the car look like it was laughing, which only made me laugh until I was near tears; and the right side door was doing the same thing. I managed to find the train tracks and drive off a nearby cliff, and upon landing there were brilliant, colorful sparks all over the place; and it was the weirdest thing, that driving through a gas station would change the color of the car and remove all damage, giving me another Porsche altogether. And then, crash, crash, crash; nothing could keep the damn thing from humping the walls. It was hard to steer and it lagged so, so much; and that was on a computer with a terabyte, with the graphics turned down.
      I think he's deleting the game right now. Seriously, don't buy into it. You could be buying precious food with that money. Take advice from a poor girl; don't waste it. You'll be kicking yourself forever.