Hopeful

       I'm on these new gummies (the safe, legal, kids-can-reach-them kind) to help me sleep. Melatonin, I think. I hope they're as good as I think they are. I've taken them twice, and I've had deeper sleep with better dreams. No bears, no spiders, no violent deaths, just Olivia Wilde and a fortune. I was actually disappointed to wake up for a reason other than, "I need more."
      Well, I do need more, I'll always need more. Unless it is just a symptom of depression or...something else. But I will take these good dreams and deeper sleep for as long as I can.