Things are finally settling down...temporarily. My brother wants to pack up and move again right after winter. I can't help but be mad at him, because he's taking off with or without us, and since we can't afford shit without him, we have no choice! So thanks to him we're probably moving again in January or whatever; I don't even know why I bothered to unpack and set up my room.
Thing is, we always do what he wants. He and Mom are like buds, even though he scorns her behind her back for drinking too much. He always gets his way and he's a cold, confident pain in the ass. I don't want to fucking move so Goddamn soon; I'm just getting comfortable.
Thing is, we always do what he wants. He and Mom are like buds, even though he scorns her behind her back for drinking too much. He always gets his way and he's a cold, confident pain in the ass. I don't want to fucking move so Goddamn soon; I'm just getting comfortable.
Aww :( Moving so much really sucks - that was part of the reason I left, to be honest; by the time we started living on the same streets twice, I was getting sick of it, and I wanted to find some stability. If not for Geoff, I wouldn't have moved out, though; stability or not, I've never wanted to live by myself.
ReplyDeleteIf there's a bright side, staying together is a wonderful thing, and maybe if/when you guys do move again, you'll find a really nice place you'll all like...has anyone suggested finding a place outside Mission yet? It might be cheaper...I know you guys have lived there longer than anywhere else, but most cities aren't cheap - I'd like to live in Calgary, but I'd have to win the lottery first :p
Merry Christmas...try to relax and enjoy the day, and not worry about whatever is to come... :)
I put up with Blueberry for 6 years. This is the first time I've been happy in a house I lived in since Ptarmigan 2. I just want them to try and soldier through at least a month. Although half a year would be better, and just a little bit fairer...
DeleteYes, every time we discuss moving, it's suggested we leave Mission. We looked beyond, but it never went further.
Staying together is a good idea, financially...but I can't tell you how many times I've been tempted to live alone - just to get away from the same old conversations, being interrupted, left out, looked over, treated like a kid, or a dog, whatever.
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