Well, I had a fine night. My brother made corn dogs; and with that I enjoyed chips and pop. All in all, not bad for people who normally make do with crackers and ketchup. But even a delicious dinner pales in comparison when you find out some @$$hol3 from your past died of a horrible disease. Yes, folks, one of my greatest burdens has been lifted and finally, he got what he deserved.
I don't mean to sound so voracious. But, this was a man who, according to my family, had intentions of raping me. After all, he raped other children! So, he's dead. So I guess today was d@mn good. It's just one less person to think about. Until three more inevitably take his place. The statistics will always weigh against the good people, won't they? For each person with a clear mind, it's just the whole world against you. Thankfully nothing and no one lasts forever.
I mean, it'd be great if my family could live a full and happy life. They'd get what they deserve. And if they could live forever, at least I wouldn't be constantly worrying about the inevitable.
Hm. As usual, I'm spreading the cheer and sunshine that is once again oozing out of the very core of my being. I'm shinin' so bright, I'll burn you, baby; h3ll yeah. Nope. Not even close. I'm just...me. Whoever that is.
Godd@mn. I have only a few days now to decide if I want to change my life forever or if, once again, I want to chicken out and sit on my @$$. It's so easy to chicken out and keep going down the only path you know. But, I suppose it's not the only designated road, is it? Too bad there's no friggin GPS. As usual, on each walk of life I'm going to stumble until I trip. Might as well grab some popcorn and go down a'smilin'. The real question is; what to do, with what remains of this night? May as well spend the last few hours of this month the way I've spent every other month - which is when the most important things I do are my obligations. Whoo.
And now, I'm off to...do...something so unimportant, I don't know why I'm going to do it. But, maybe in eight thousand years, or maybe tomorrow - in some uncertain point in time - it will mean something. Just not now. Stranger things have happened.
Like this sunshine I'm givin' off. Wowie.
I don't mean to sound so voracious. But, this was a man who, according to my family, had intentions of raping me. After all, he raped other children! So, he's dead. So I guess today was d@mn good. It's just one less person to think about. Until three more inevitably take his place. The statistics will always weigh against the good people, won't they? For each person with a clear mind, it's just the whole world against you. Thankfully nothing and no one lasts forever.
I mean, it'd be great if my family could live a full and happy life. They'd get what they deserve. And if they could live forever, at least I wouldn't be constantly worrying about the inevitable.
Hm. As usual, I'm spreading the cheer and sunshine that is once again oozing out of the very core of my being. I'm shinin' so bright, I'll burn you, baby; h3ll yeah. Nope. Not even close. I'm just...me. Whoever that is.
Godd@mn. I have only a few days now to decide if I want to change my life forever or if, once again, I want to chicken out and sit on my @$$. It's so easy to chicken out and keep going down the only path you know. But, I suppose it's not the only designated road, is it? Too bad there's no friggin GPS. As usual, on each walk of life I'm going to stumble until I trip. Might as well grab some popcorn and go down a'smilin'. The real question is; what to do, with what remains of this night? May as well spend the last few hours of this month the way I've spent every other month - which is when the most important things I do are my obligations. Whoo.
And now, I'm off to...do...something so unimportant, I don't know why I'm going to do it. But, maybe in eight thousand years, or maybe tomorrow - in some uncertain point in time - it will mean something. Just not now. Stranger things have happened.
Like this sunshine I'm givin' off. Wowie.